Red Shift (frozenecho) wrote,
Red Shift

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*love me. love me. love me. love me. love me.* peese?

sun shines in the morning.
Painfully aware of darkness lurking
I'll feel soothed when I'm covered
Hide my face in shadows
No joy is left to be found
Scour the earth for happiness
You'll only get lost
Get up. Get out.
Relieve yourself of any duties
Befalling you tonight
Feel cold, feel empty
Let go of any pain
You carried over into this
I can't save you now
I refuse to help you anymore.
When I don't even want to
Feel this alive
Shrug it off
Laugh at me
It doesnt matter- it's all
Hopelessly happening.

yesss i wrote this.

every time i am about to give up
wait a minute there it is
every time i let you go
you run back through the door
you want my peace to be with you
but how can what you say be true
i'm working hard to let you leave
you don't understand the loss-
it hurts to breathe
dark shadows trimmed in gold
silver lace adorning
i want you to go
leave me the hell alone
i lie. i make myself not cry.
and so you disappear
i give myself
my greatest fear
i wanted you to fight for me
i wanted you to care
you don't.

this is fun.... riiight.

where am i alive
confusing depths of deception
metaphors for an imperfect world
i miss you, i hate you
you broke me
i'll never be fixed
when you lost me
have you ever missed me
no one else can save me
from the hell i created
i will always be alone
when i am without you
what made you stop caring
reversal- did you ever even start
i can't take all this speculation
turning into a coward
with too much introspection
i need you-
i need you by my side
i've loved you
i'll never be alright.

yes yes it keeps going.

sickly sardonic
how can i breathe
when the air is on fire
i can't take the truth
but lies are murder
how much longer, what time is left
falsify the heartbeat
of a sinner
creep into the skin
of a lover
to see what living is like
chased by demons
i lost the ability to love
beautiful sounds
i cannot hear
glorified sights
i'll never see
take me first
let the rest go
its the leats, its the most
its everything i have
so just take it from me.

alright. thats it. for now anyway.
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